sad update :(

TILT. Thats one word that poker players use all the time. But I’ll tell you what really makes you tilt. When you get called by someone for a gutshot and hits on the river for a 1.2k pot. When someone calls your preflop reraise in a tournament and can’t seem to lay down top pair. When you decide to get your bad beat money back on blackjack only to see the dealer get 20 8 times in a row. That is what makes me tilt. I think I’m on LIFE TILT at the moment. Nothing seems to work out. I’ve lost like most of my live poker bankroll to blackjack and got knocked out of a 40k prize pool tournament on a bad beat. I have seriously no idea what I am going to do next. I think I’ll probably stay away from the live poker scene for a while and focus on playing online. The FTOPs are coming soon and I plan on playing most of the events, hopefully being able to satellite my way through.